So uh..

[Vintage]

'm not really quite sure how to say this to you guys, and I definitely don't care about some of the randoms who will be reading this, but it's the easiest way for me to address everyone I do want to talk to.

Basically, I'm not sure how many of you are aware of the specifics at this point, I've been having kind of a hard time these past few years. Without going into it too much, if you really want to know you can PM me or harass someone who you think does know, I've been really depressed, anxiety ridden, suffering from PST and have been using drugs to deal with chronic emotional pain...

Im going to psychiatric rehab hospital in a few days...

And for those who think this is kind of out of the blue, you can always expect the unexpected.

I'm basically crazy, so I'd just ask you to cut me a little slack for being a jackass.

Anyways, wish me luck, I haven't gone yet so I'll be around for a few more days if you have any questions or things you really want to say to me. Love you guys (you know who you are, even you munkysweets).

[`wolf]

life is full of surprises. i hope you get back soon vintage, and i hope this helps you sort out things in your life.

[noobie]

Im sorry for you suffering with PST vintage, and i hope that the time in rehab will help you sort yourself out. I really do wish you the best of luck.

Just one thing id like to say though, and please dont take this horrible, but, you cannot use this as an excuse for your continued behavior, and youve had so much slack cut to you already.

You know as anyone else, you have time to think about what you post before you do so. Please dont use this as an excuse. I wont be cutting you any more slack for any reason, im sorry.

[Harakiri]

Im so sorry to hear about this. I hope you will get better soon.

Sorry for sounding dumb, but what is PST?

[noobie]

post stress trauma

[ArmedCivilian]

I'm empathetic for you, man. I'm a tad crazy myself. Often times I sit and think for hours then become so extremely emotional from the topics that I bring up that I have to induce massive physical punishment to bypass them. Its just too bad you found a different way to cope.

EDIT: I can see how that line about punishment can be mis-interrupted. I mean a hardcore workout.

[`wolf]

I'm empathetic for you, man. I'm a tad crazy myself. Often times I sit and think for hours then become so extremely emotional from the topics that I bring up that I have to induce massive physical punishment to bypass them. Its just too bad you found a different way to cope.

awww...you shouldn't do that.... :(

[sirius*]

wow , good luck and best of wishes- this may sound a bit corny but the hard times are neccesary in order to see the good in all its splendor..yea that is about as corny as corny gets but it does have a point. there will be better times, i feel for you man.

[Vintage]

Guys, I really can't thank you enough for your responses. I wanted to respond to them earlier, but I tended to tear up a bit whenever I read them. Is it sad that you guys are more supportive than most of my real world friends?
It means a lot, and really hope you all know what you mean to me, and how you've helped me just being the wonderful, beautiful people that you guys are. And I do love people, truly.
This forum was the first place I actually came out to a group of people, and you guys have made a place I felt safe and welcome to talk and be active in.(No matter how bad i stepped the line)
That means that for five weeks I'm going to be without internet access (or pot, or books, or anything else that I enjoy) so... I guess I didn't really need to tell you guys why I would be dropping off the face of the earth for a month, because I'm not even sure it'd really be that noticed, but I did want to tell you guys what's going on with my life.
Seriously, though, I check in sometime in two days, and, well, worst comes to worst, I spend 5 weeks eating healthfully and exercising every day without any drugs. So at least I'm garuanteed coming out physically healthy. I just hope this works, because nothing else seems to, but getting high.

[`wolf]

Guys, I really can't thank you enough for your responses. I wanted to respond to them earlier, but I tended to tear up a bit whenever I read them. Is it sad that you guys are more supportive than most of my real world friends?
It means a lot, and really hope you all know what you mean to me, and how you've helped me just being the wonderful, beautiful people that you guys are. And I do love people, truly.
This forum was the first place I actually came out to a group of people, and you guys have made a place I felt safe and welcome to talk and be active in.(No matter how bad i stepped the line)
That means that for five weeks I'm going to be without internet access (or pot, or books, or anything else that I enjoy) so... I guess I didn't really need to tell you guys why I would be dropping off the face of the earth for a month, because I'm not even sure it'd really be that noticed, but I did want to tell you guys what's going on with my life.
Seriously, though, I check in sometime in two days, and, well, worst comes to worst, I spend 5 weeks eating healthfully and exercising every day without any drugs. So at least I'm garuanteed coming out physically healthy. I just hope this works, because nothing else seems to, but getting high.

i hope this works out for you too vintage.
catch ya round mate, and im glad we could all help you just that little bit more

[lokifeyson]

take care of yourself vintage :)

hoping for the best :D

[zanbatsu-kun]

Vintage i really didnt know that about you, i feel sorry. I really hope you get through this phase of your life fast so we can talk and have fun here at the forum, hope you get well soon

your pal zanbatsu-kun

[bigun]

take care mate, hope you get your life back on track. :)

[xBRONCOS]

dnt worry vintage when you come back you will feel great! i will support you 100%

[Dantekain]

Dude, these guys & girls are your best therapy...

Trust me I know from personal experiance...

I hope you'll get back on track soon dude, I hate to be stalking tha ladies here all by myself :wink:

[-bH.munky]

Take care Vintage, Have Fun(if that's possible :?) And I won't moan about *stealing* idea's any more lol.

[Vintage]

Heh, thanks guys..

I have to go to school today, but im leaving at like.. 6 PM. I get home at 3:30 or so.. So ill do them sigs for everyone later.


I just want to say this...

A big thank you to noobie, you helped me from the start and gave me alot of chances i know i didnt deserve. May your msn and irc be quiet without me.

A big thank you also to Etha, your a great and loyal friend and were always willing to help.

To jonstosik, You know i love you jon :) You better war TA while im away and beat them.

Also to bloody_saint. Your dedication and ideas are better then mine tenfold, you are as i would say, de bombskiis.

Also thanks to AC. You were an inspiration to my sigmaking both past, present and future and your little hints pushed me further then i would have thought. <3

Ill do more thanking later but i need to go to school now.

I love you my sweets.

[Etha]

Aww Vintage

I gots a little for ya:

The chinese symbol for misfortune and opportunity are the same. Look at this as a way for you to become a better you. It's not much but I hope you can over come your hardships. Be strong =]

[Vintage]

Im leaving in an hour, currently working on a sig for AC and then i plan to do Harakiri and if i can bloody saint

[Neofox07]

SHEW!!! Sorry to hear buddy but Im going through a time myself and wasnt going to bother you but I hope ya know how bad you scared me with your post just now....and I think ya did it on purpose :P ...gah...scare somebody like that....dang...lol...whats wrong with you...and if ya didnt get a laugh out of my misfourtune just then i wont believe it :P ... would of been priceless to see me trying to re-read ur post...thats what happends after staring at that sig some1 made u that ya just commented trotting pigah or something...haha really messed with me...def time for me to crash i believe..RoFl...have a good one..best wish friend

Freddie

[Vintage]

Really down today guys... But im going in an hour!! :O :O :O
Have a boring and quiet time without me my sweets
I love you all

[Neofox07]

........

[Vintage]

The point of that was?

Oh, and im leaving now. Neo, dont post in topics you know nothing about.

[zanbatsu-kun]

OK Vintage the final bye bye =[ hope you will come back sooner than expected

[Dantekain]

You'll be back...and I'll be here to receive you with open arms and some flours :wink:

[noobie]

The point of that was?

Oh, and im leaving now. Neo, dont post in topics you know nothing about.

He is entitled to post in whatever topic he likes
Although the .......post was spam :?

[Bloody_Saint]

vintage is a tad crazy eh what else is new lol anyhow sad to hear your leaving for awhile forums are gonna get boring with out ya round hope times get better for ya seem lately they are tough on all of us when ya get back you better not stop making sigs or ill come to Australia and duct tap you to your computer till you start making them again :P

[Beelzeboss]

Don't worry Vintage

We are all here for you, right guys? 8)

[Harakiri]

You will get better soon, so I made this for you.

http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e113/vapor-aoe/Untitled-2-6.png

[`wolf]

The point of that was?

Oh, and im leaving now. Neo, dont post in topics you know nothing about.

cya vintage...good luck! :D

[xBRONCOS]

You will get better soon, so I made this for you.

http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e113/vapor-aoe/Untitled-2-6.png wow thats very cool of you

[Vintage]

Hey guys, this place sucks giant ***. And i mean it.

I have sporadic access to the internet with 10 minute intervals so ill try and fit it all in. (I always do... :lol:)

Unfortunately no one young and hot has checked in here (I keep hoping for Kristy Hinze to develop a major coke habit, but alas...) although for days they say everyone keeps hearing rumors that Keith Urban was checking in, which I thought would be hilarious. But not.

The food sucks balls. I have never eaten so many greens in my life. Although i usually get a full plate of spinach (i love spinach) instead of abit of everything because its crap. There is this guy everyone calls Jumunji. He is black and very tall and steals my meat (Well i give it too him because it has so many things other then meat inside it).

Everything is plastic. We dont get forks or spoons or knives, we have to eat the food with our hands (to stop crazy people from killing themselves) there is this red head called Harley and he has a very high voice and he does wrestling with everyone and gets smashed.

Let me tell you about teh facilities.

There is a wrestling ring without ropes and no weapons under the mat (Damn!) The floor is padded and there are people around it to stop crazy people going, you know, crazy. (I mean killing people by choking or crazy blind punches) We had a swimming carnival today. It was pretty funny, i got to tackle some kid into the water. Its awesome here, And dante, you were right. There are alot of hot nurses :D :D :D.
One day im hoping one of them comes by and strips for me, maybe she might be into freaky stuff like that, hoping though.
Also, thanks harakiri, i reckon ill get better if i
(Warning bad words scroll down little kiddies)
**** A ****ING HOT A** NURSE BABY!!!

Onto other things. These computers are great, if i had TF2 id play it instead of talking to you guys, but they dont.
They have CS3 and every gimp version from 2.4 to 1.8.
MSN and i downloaded IRC for you guys.

They have itunes with every single artist i can think of.

Anywaiz, im not feeling any better, but im on seraquil on low dose and it does great things. (Like allows me to do these long *** posts)

Anyway, Can't stop, won't stop.

Your in my hearts ladies, i shall be back soon my sweets.

P.S.
Im turning gay. Honest.

P.P.S
I definitely don't care about some of the randoms who will be reading this.

Just incase you want to post and are a random i dont care about.

[diesel]

sorry to hear that mate, hope it all works out for you! sad to hear about people going through this sort of thing!

sorry but arnt you like 13? :S

[Vintage]

Anywaiz, post people! I need my e-ego to go up! More posts means more ego points!!!

[noobie]

I think your ego is plenty big enough already vintage

[diesel]

The point of that was?

Oh, and im leaving now. Neo, dont post in topics you know nothing about.

sorry but this made me actually LOL as its a such a hipocritical post lol

[lokifeyson]

LIAR!!! :evil:

that's low man, maybe you should go to rehab, to become a better person! :P

[Neofox07]

The point of that was?

Oh, and im leaving now. Neo, dont post in topics you know nothing about.

sorry but this made me actually LOL as its a such a hipocritical post lol

made me LOL too :P

Freddie